

just south of main streeti'm walking down the middle of the street of the bad neighborhood of my mind. i'm hoping i get lost here, because i never want to see my face again.just south of main street
and the roads are desolately empty. and the houses are boarded up. and the projects are abandoned.
and the swings don't even move in the freezing breeze.
and everything is ghostly grey.
the clouds only lift to illustrate how little the sun brightens things.
don't turn left after you cross main street, or you'll end up here too.


swimming lessonsi long for the blackout point of this drowning pool, the place where this fire in my lungs and acid in my limbs is finally extinguished. peace found only in the blackness, nothing opens its arms to consume me - but it's still a tantalizing step away. my blood boils to swim that last stroke, and exhaust my energy finally. i don't want to hold back - i need to release. but this feeling is all too familiar. i know this will never recede. i'm so tired i can't stop shaking, but this is not enough to let me go. i need one final push to collapse. soswimming lessons


a remembrancei know this feeling. i've walked this cold floor before. i've heard these whispers through these halls. the organ music is low and menacing, but i will hum along as if it is the happiest tune i know. i march a funeral dirge with swagger. i've told myself the same sweet lies, and ignored the shadows moving behind locked doors. i recognize the anatomy of the skeletons in these closets, all the broken bones. i'm walking in the same foot-falls as my last incarnation. and i'll tie that bloody blindfold over my eyes again, and blissfully tell myself that nothing bad can happen.a remembrance
by ~kalessaradan
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would you rike some whi rie, stephanie?
wna meet up?
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would you rike some whi rie, stephanie?
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would you rike some whi rie, stephanie?
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the response to nature is childlike wonder!!!
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inmolation in you
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